To be honest

To be honest, I didnt eat a salad today. I had a veggie sub sandwich, that could have been considered one, but it wasn't.

To be honest, I didnt go to the gym today. I spent an hour in a meeting for the festival, and 2.5 hours shopping and getting my hair cut.

And to be honest, I'm not going to the gym until next week. Tonight I will be flying out to Ohio, for my best friend's wedding. I had no intention of going, or being involved. I had even bought really fantastic seats to see The Blue Man Group on the day of her wedding; yet another excuse not to go.

Yesterday my coworker and I were talking, and I made a comment. "I don't stand up when it matters."

That couldn't be further from the truth. It pained me that I would think so lowly of myself, even for a second.

Today, my friend who is getting married asked me why I changed my mind, and I said, "I got jealous of the tacos."

To be honest, I could care less about the tacos.

I want to share one more memory with some of my favorite people, and so tonight I am flying to Ohio for a wedding. I want to be present. It was a very last minute decision, and to be honest, I am relieved that I finally chose to go.