I did all the right things this morning before I left work. I packed my lunch. Chicken Noodle soup and two bags of peanuts still in their shell. I brought a box of Wild Strawberry Crystal Light (one package has the same amount of caffeine as 1 cup of coffee) I figured I would just let the peanuts sit in my desk so I had something to munch on when I finally realized I had finally felt hungry, but didn't want to eat a large amount of food.
And then my roommate decided that we needed pizza for lunch instead. After the weekend I had, you would have thought I would say NO! NO MORE GREASE FAT! Instead I said, "bring it on!" I ordered two garlic chicken slices, and a 20oz of Vault.
The thing I keep having to remind myself of is, according to my rules I can eat whatever I want. I should want the healthy things, and sometimes I do. I love mowing down on some fruit. The idea is to prove to myself that I can order things like pizza and not let it ruin the rest of my day. To order things like pizza, and know when to stop eating.
Something I've noticed these last few weeks: When I do really good, I reward myself with food, which ruins all the good I've done.
Must fix that.
New Rule: If I weigh myself in the morning, I have to post it on this here blog. Today's weight: 312.8